Well,why am i jealous? am i actually in love.............?? well,i dunno wat tat feeling is...it cud b a crash,an infatuation,anything.......i guess the feelings in my mind can b best expressed only after ,say 5 or 6 months......so,d countdown begins.......!!!hahahaha........ Today,im in a relaxed mood..
So, i guess,it is the right time 2 look back and pin point where i actually went wrong..maybe it could have been my appearance...i admit,i have a very childish look...but,i cant help it......and im not ashamed of it.infact,i like it.i guess the main reason would have been my persistent outburst at stuff in which a normal mallu girl is expected 2 keep mum at.but,again,i cant help tat.or it could have been my padipist image (it s just an image.......dunno who has spread it,coz im anything but a nerd)......now tats not my fault.........well,i guess i dont belong to this college....none of my crushes like me.infact,i can safely say tat, they absolutely detest me.neither do i have d courage to speak to them nor do i actually know how 2 start a meaningful conversation.....i may b known as a chatter box,but i seriously dunno how 2 start a mature ,friendly conversation with somebody whom i actually like............but,as d saying goes.......mera number zaroor aayega!!!!
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