lots of random thoughts...........

well,why am i blogging??? frankly speaking ,i dunno........am i an emotionally starved person??well,i dunno....am i just craving 4 attention...well,definitely not......!!it is only after reading my friend's blog,did this idea actually strike me........and,i thought,yeah,its cool........and soo the title.....this is certainely not a reflection of my soul as i do have my faithful diary(my 8 year companion) 4 tat.....at d moment my head is just filled up with so many of stupid ,useless ,lame thoughts......well,4 some i may b a perfect gal...good at studies,no hookups,always smiling,god fearing,mamma and papa's good gal........blah.......!!!............its all bullshit!!! there r times when i think......do i actually exist in this world???am i horribly out of place???i dunno how my so called heaven "my college"...has become hell 2 me....lots of surfacial friends meandering all around me......well,why this happens 2 me all d time,wud always remain a mystery.....well,if anybody by any chance happens 2 read this blog may get d impression tat im bein subjected 2 all sorts of torture in college why is totally untrue.......but,ther is something lacking....again,i dunno wat!!!tats wat i said,lots of random questions.......dunno d answer 2 any....ive got an exam day after 2moro........and,im writing this silly meaningless blog 2day.....again,i dunno why??!!